all your enemies smile when you fall;

[tiny_ninja]

Camp NaNo, Day 8

Words Written: 980
Total: 9,784


Having a bad brain day today.

I honestly have no idea how I came this close to making word count for the day. I finished the scene in Seven Seas of Rhye I was working on, and though I'm only 20 words short of my daily goal, I don't have it in me. I keep thinking that all of this is garbage and there's no point in continuing it, but I keep slogging through anyway.

I can edit garbage. I need to remind myself of this. Until I get the entire story out, I can't move on to the next parts I really want to write (dragging the Rangers kicking and screaming into Infinity War). I know this. I just wish it was easier to make the emotional parts of my brain accept it.

Maybe tomorrow will be better.

Comments

[runicmagitek]

I feel you on the bad brain day :\ I couldn't write for more than 20 minutes yesterday. And that's 100% ok because you and I have definitely had productive days, so it's possible - maybe just not right now.

AND DAMN STRAIGHT YOU CAN EDIT SHIT. What was it I told you a while back? Something about taking your shit and turning it into manure? Yeah, do that! You can't grow flowers if you got no foundation and stuff. Make that shit and let that shit be shitacular!

ok I'll stop now

Proud of your progress, bb. And you should be too! 💕

[tiny_ninja]

Today is better, but my anxiety has come back full force. I'm going to blame it on the fact I had to buy groceries today, and I found out that Starbucks is now requiring you to wear facial coverings to work for the foreseeable future (but they aren't providing masks, you have to bring your own). Considering the homemade mask I wore shopping today triggered some not so fun panic-type reactions, that's not helping. >.<

Right now it's all going to be so shitacular that Ian Malcolm would remove his sunglasses and say, "Wow, that is one big pile of shit." XD I'm trying. We're slogging through. We'll see what it looks like at the end.

♥ thanks for the love, bb. Right back at you ♥