WIP Wednesday!
That sounds more excited than I really am, tbh. I found out my boss is leaving, and as he's one of the few truly decent managers I've had in my Starbucks career, my anxiety has spiked through the roof. I now worry about everything to whether or not I get along with my incoming manager, and especially if he'll accept my availability - Jon and I work opposite shifts because we can't afford to put Gabby in daycare, and if he won't work with it, I'll have to step down. Which, by the way, also results in me not paying my bills. I'm likely overreacting, but that's the way anxiety works, so I'm dealing with it as best I can. I've also been through manager transition enough times to know that things won't feel "normal" again until, idk, maybe after Christmas.
Also starting to look at what other jobs are out there to get me out of this mess, which is another demon in and of itself.
Fun times. None of this has particularly made me want to write this week. My
press_start_comm entry is almost finished, and it's sitting at over 8k, and fuck I hope the recipient likes it. I've also worked on some more of Ninjetti... in which the OT3 (Trini/Kim/Tommy) get together. I
think this will end up being part of a one shot leading into prom, but it's going to earn it's E rating. Just gotta get into the right headspace to write the smut, that's all.
I have, however, been really excited to edit. I spent the last few days splitting a scene into two, writing a new ending and new beginning for them, and then continuing onward. I sometimes get frustrated at my "lack" of progress because I keep thinking I should be further along, but then I remember how much work I'm putting into this, and that it's going to be okay if I don't make some arbitrary deadline.
And then, on a lark, I decided to pull out the last thing I hardcore edited:
One New Message. ( cut for pictures and things )