Today!! How Wild Are We is live in ebook and paperback!

You can read for free or purchase a digital or paperback copy here!

I can't believe this book is now in the wild (heh), and others can read what I've worked on for so long. ♥ If you read it, drop a review to help others find it as well!
Cover reveal next week!! A teaser for now ;)

I did it.

I ordered the cover for How Wild Are We.

I might throw up, but it's real. I have to put this out into the world now.
So, as some of you are aware, I have decided to self-publish How Wild Are We this year, which is... terrifying, to say the least. I suppose once I've done it once, it'll be easier to do it again, but you know, there's the anxiety to get over first.

I'm pretty sure I know where I'm going to get the cover from; that and the ISBN numbers are the biggest expenses. I am confident that the draft is where I want it to be, and it's gone through several edits and readers who are both familiar and unfamiliar with my work. This is going to work out, I think.

And if not, well, I learn. And I am never reading the reviews unless Jon or Bailey or someone vets it first, lol.

Now, for the blurb. Thoughts welcome! Is this something you'd pick up if you saw it on KU? I'm not sold on the last paragraph, so help is greatly appreciated. ♥

Kay Richards can’t worry about falling in love.

She'd always loved sci-fi adventures, but since she was turned into a werewolf in a horrific attack – and lost her parents alongside her humanity – she doesn't know what to make of her life. As she sees it, she's a monster, not the independent girl she used to be. Kay will do everything in her power to get who she was back.

Rhys Maddox should have his whole life planned out for him. The new alpha of his family's pack, he is determined to fix his father's mistakes and outshine him in every way. Just because his family believes he needs to take a mate doesn't mean he’ll marry the first wolf who catches his eye. He'll do things his way – whether the pack likes it or not.

And that includes folding Kay and her brother Corwin into the Maddox pack. Rhys and Kay have always been drawn to each other, ever since they met in high school. Now, as adults, both share the same supernatural secret. But meddling friends, a bratty little sister, and the threat of an arranged marriage could keep Rhys and Kay from crossing the line from friends to mates.
Title: Last Year's Wishes
Fandoms: Mighty Morphin Power Rangers
Characters: Jason Lee Scott, Trini Kwan
Pairing: Jason Lee Scott/Trini Kwan
Rating: Gen
AO3 Tags: peace conference, Mid-Canon, Established Relationship, Yuletide Treat
Summary: Away at the Peace Conference, Trini checks in on Jason.
Notes: Written for Griddlebone as part of Yuletide! I'm a sucker for both Jason and Trini, and how a Ranger adapts to losing/giving up their abilities. Your prompt re: Rangers living a normal life inspired this.

“We should be there,” he finally said. “In Angel Grove. With the team.”

“The semester’s almost over,” Trini reminded him. “We’ve talked about going home on break, remember?”

“That’s not what I’m talking about.” Frustrated, Jason rose from his seat, pacing. “They’re fighting without us, Trini. They need us.”

From the tone of the team’s letters, it sounded like they were figuring it out on their own, but she didn’t voice that. “Or do you need them?” Trini asked, gently.


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Title: The Freedom of Choice
Fandoms: Final Fantasy VI
Characters: Celes Chere, Setzer Gabbiani
Pairing: Celes Chere & Setzer Gabbiani
Rating: Gen
AO3 Tags: Post-Canon, Character Study, Self-Reflection, Mention of canon suicide attempt
Summary: Home… where was Celes’ home, if not with the people aboard the Falcon?
Notes: Written for [personal profile] deemoyza as part of Yuletide!

Her gaze shifted back to the skyline again. There, in the distance, lay a little island. From above, there wasn’t anything to see but greenery and a bit of shoreline, but Celes knew.

There was a little hut.

The fish she caught but couldn’t eat.

A dying man’s last words.

And a woman who decided it was better to live than to die alone.


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Title: Holiday From Real
Fandoms: Final Fantasy VII
Characters: Tifa Lockhart, Aerith Gainsborough, Cloud Strife, Zack Fair
Pairing: Aerith Gainsborough/Tifa Lockhart, Zack Fair/Cloud Strife, Tifa Lockhart & Zack Fair
Rating: Gen
AO3 Tags: Holidays, Fluff, Found Family
Summary: The first holiday at Tifa and Aerith's doesn't go quite as planned.
Notes: Written for Mae as part of the FFVII Creatives' Secret Santa 2023! ♥

“Happy holidays to you too!” Zack grinned. “Love what you’ve done with the place! And the flowers, wow. And is that pie?” He peered around Aerith’s shoulder into the kitchen. “And pumpkin, even. You know, I talked to Angeal, and he mentioned getting some apples from Banora, and–”

“Zack burnt the chocobo,” Cloud said, crossing his arms.

“I did not burn the chocobo,” Zack said. “The fire was entirely unrelated to the food in the oven, thank you.”


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Title: Among the Stacks
Fandoms: Stardew Valley
Characters: Elliott, Female Player
Pairing: Elliott & Female Player
Rating: Gen
AO3 Tags: Museum, Slice of Life, Friendship
Summary: Elliott makes a friend in the library.
Notes: From a prompt on Tumblr; "lost in the library," written for ~gaymergal. I hope you enjoy!

Elliott watched her take down one book, put it back, and move onto the next shelf to repeat the process again. Each time she frowned. More than once, she glanced at the book she held, shook her head, and kept going.

She gave the softest sigh, a lock of hair falling into her face. Elliott never could resist a damsel in distress.


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Title: Such Selfish Prayers
Fandoms: Final Fantasy X
Characters: Auron, Lulu
Pairing: Auron/Lulu
Rating: Explicit
AO3 Tags: Masturbation, Mid-Canon, Light BDSM, Sex Toys
Summary: Everything was a sin in Spira.

Using machina was a sin. Ignoring the teachings was a sin. Existing was a sin.

Pleasuring oneself? Definitely a sin.
Notes: Listen, over the years I am really, really surprised I haven't written a fic titled after "Bedroom Hymns" by Florence + The Machine, but here we are.

Also, you can't tell me Spira doesn't have sex shops.

She’d tried, once, to be pious. Back when Chappu was still alive and he’d promised a ring on her hand and a wedding when he returned from the Crusaders. Everyone knew how their story ended. If Lulu could guide her summoner to defeat Sin, she would consider that penance enough. She’d do what Chappu couldn’t: help bring the peace they all longed for.

If she wandered from the righteous path along the way? That was a secret between her and Yevon, now.


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Title: Permanent
Fandoms: The Mummy Series
Characters: Ardeth Bay, Evelyn Carnahan O'Connell, Rick O'Connell
Pairing: Ardeth Bay/Evelyn Carnahan O'Connell/Rick O'Connell
Rating: Gen
AO3 Tags: Tattoos, Slice of Life, Post-Canon, Post-Movie: The Mummy Returns (2001)
Summary: Evy wants a tattoo, too.
Notes: Written for accidentallylita on tumblr, for the prompt: "This will be permanent." I hope this suits you!

The needle hovers over Evy’s pale skin. Ardeth hesitates, deep eyes flicking to hers. “This will be permanent,” he reminds her, softly.

Evy rolls her eyes. “Of course it’s permanent,” she says, “it’s a tattoo, for gods’ sake.” Her gaze shifts from Ardeth to Rick, standing behind him. “It’s not like the two of you are strangers to the concept.”

“It’s different than having it slapped on you in a Cairo orphanage.” Rick shrugs. “You get a choice.”


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Title: Past Is History, Future's A Mystery
Fandoms: 13 Sentinels: Aegis Rim
Characters: Juro Kurabe, Shu Amiguchi
Pairing: Shu Amiguchi/Juro Kurabe
Rating: Gen
AO3 Tags: Nightmares, Comfort, Pre-Canon, Pre-Relationship
Summary: Late at night, when the VHS tape runs out, Juro's dreams catch up to him.
Notes: Title and inspiration from "VHS" by Andrew McMahon in the Wilderness, a song I've always associated with Juro. ♥

School can be stressful, but he doesn’t know anything that can trigger this. The only thing that helps are the nights when he can watch VHS tapes at Shu’s, a distraction Juro never takes for granted.

It’s Shu’s hand on him now, Shu staring down at him with worried eyes, Shu’s hair lit up by the ambient light of the TV behind him like a halo. Juro blinks, and the vision remains, like Shu’s some sort of angel sent to rescue him from himself.


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Title: Scar-Crossed Lovers
Fandoms: Final Fantasy VII
Characters: Tifa Lockhart, Aerith Gainsborough, Cloud Strife, Sephiroth, mentions of others
Pairing: Aerith Gainsborough/Tifa Lockhart
Rating: Teen
AO3 Tags: Other characters mentioned - Freeform, Canon-Typical Violence, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Aerti Week 2023
Summary: A split-second chance to change the course of history.
Notes: Written for Aerti Week 2023, with the prompt "Second Chances."

No one else would die. No one else would suffer. She wasn’t the naive girl who tried to fight Sephiroth once and failed.

This time, she’d save her loved ones.


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poem: burnout

Sep. 2nd, 2023 05:56 pm
tiny_ninja: (aj;; we belong way down below)
burnout.

I am done
Lighting myself on fire
So you can stay warm.

Instead of turning up the heat
Grabbing a blanket
Or wearing a hoodie,
You add kindling to my flames.
You toast marshmallows
And praise how brightly I burn.

But eventually,
The flames go out.
My ashes scatter in the wind
Never to return.

So you strike a match.
“I’m cold,” you say.
“Won’t you help?”

I light once more.
I gave my notice to Starbucks on Friday.

A couple weeks ago, I interviewed for a front office secretary position at an elementary school less than ten minutes from my house. It's Gabby's sister school, so I already know the principal, and sent her an email telling her I'd applied. I honestly thought I'd rambled too much in the interview, and didn't feel confident in getting the position.

And I didn't. Mrs. Regan's rejection call was probably the nicest, kindest "no" I'd ever received, and I didn't even cry afterward. (Anxiety means I cry and panic over this shit all the fucking time. If I could rip my flight or fight response out of my body, I fucking would.) She said she thinks I'd be a great addition to their team and she really wants me there, and I should resubmit my application for an Ed Tech position. They work in tandem with teachers, helping students in small groups and overseeing classrooms while teachers are in meetings/on break/whatever.

So I did.

This was on a Friday. Last Tuesday, Mrs. Regan calls me and offers me a position as a library Ed Tech. I'd be working between my daughter's school and the one I originally applied at. I'd help kids check out books and lead story times. I would get to work with books full-time. As a reader. As a writer. Summers and holidays off. Working when my kids are in school.

Y'all. That's when I cried.

I don't care that it's a pay cut. The insurance is better, the retirement is better, I won't have be up at 3 fucking AM to get work, and did I mention not dealing with the current bullshit in my store?

No more being told to fuck off and being called names.

No threatening to be robbed when I told a guy he can't panhandle in front of the doors.

No telling another guy he can't use the baby changing table to roll joints.

No cleaning bathrooms or scrubbing drains.

In the words of my therapist, "Fucking BOOKS, Amie!!!"

Of course, I'm still dealing with the guilt of leaving a job I've held for 16 years. I love my team, and this decision has nothing to do with them. I've stayed as long as I have because I do love them and I want to be there to support them, but I can't keep rushing into a burning building day after day and realizing my fire extinguisher isn't enough to put out the flames. I no longer have a work-life balance with this job; I've been doing the work of two or three baristas every time I'm there. Physically, I can't sustain this.

I know there's a light at the end of the tunnel now. After September 9, I am free. I'm sure this new job will come with other challenges, all jobs do, but I'm ready to do something new, even if it scares me. I go in on Tuesday to start training, even though I won't be full time until mid-September.

Also, my birthday is on September 10, and the first thing I'm going to do is get my nails done. With a manicure I won't have to take off when my vacation ends. I might cry at that, too.
Title: Devotion
Fandoms: The Mummy Series
Characters: Ardeth Bay, Evelyn Carnahan O'Connell, Rick O'Connell
Pairing: Ardeth Bay/Evelyn Carnahan O'Connell/Rick O'Connell
Rating: Teen
AO3 Tags: Post-Movie: The Mummy Returns (2001), Comfort
Summary: After the battle, Ardeth, Evy, and Rick finally rest - and Ardeth recognizes the change in their relationship.
Notes: For Ricochet O'Connell, who gave me the prompt "devout" over on Tumblr. Can I just say how much I love that you just said "the OT3" and I knew exactly who you meant? XD I hope you enjoy!

His life was duty, and service, and penance. He knew no other way. Nor had he thought he’d want otherwise.

Until Evelyn.

Until Rick.

Until the two of them together took Ardeth’s hands in theirs and drew him into their tent.


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Title: Show Me How To Fight For Now
Fandoms: Final Fantasy VII Remake
Characters: Biggs (Final Fantasy VII), Aerith Gainsborough
Pairing: Biggs/Aerith Gainsborough
Rating: Teen
AO3 Tags: Pre-Canon, Work In Progress, First Meetings, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Developing Friendships, Developing Relationship, Past Violence
Summary: Outside of Avalanche, Biggs does his best to help out the Leaf House, where his path crosses with a certain florist.
Notes: Look, you can't tell me these two don't know each other through the Leaf House, and it's my current favorite FFVII rarepair. It's about time I contributed some fic of my own. ;)

Leaving a hand in his, Mia sniffed the flowers. “They’re beautiful,” she murmured. They matched the yellow one in Biggs’ kitchen. Yellow lilies always reminded him of Aerith.

“Right? They remind us that no matter how dark things get, there is still beauty and hope in the world. I learned that from tending to my garden.” Aerith set the basket down on the ground. “Would you like to keep one?”


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Title: Fancy
Fandoms: Final Fantasy VII
Characters: Barret Wallace, Madam M
Pairing: Barret Wallace/Madam M
Rating: Teen
AO3 Tags: Established Relationship, Romancing Barret Week (Compilation of FFVII), Barret in a suit yes please
Summary: There's only one woman who can convince Barret to wear a suit.
Notes: Written for Romancing Barret Week 2023, with the prompt: "going in style." ♥

Madam M was grace and grit wrapped in a beautiful, deadly package. Barret once thought Madam M was just a dolled up, pretty little thing propped up by Wall Market’s patrons.

Instead, the woman underneath was far more fascinating. Working for Don Corneo, and despising him at the same time. Fed up with Shinra’s shit, yet working within the system to achieve her needs. That drive led Barret to her massage parlor’s door months ago, with the promise of partnership.



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